Hang in there...I know that you are going through a tough time.
Have you considered alternative treatments? Check out this
I have had a few of my family members go there and follow the program. 2 are now cancer free (one ovarian/uteren and the other breast) and my grandmother (82 yo) has been being treated for the past several years for breast cancer. This past trip they said her cancer had shrunk almost to the point of not finding it. They said she will probably never be completely cancer free due to her age.
They have done some amazing work there! One of the biggest things and you can do it now is to get off ALL animal products and switch to a more alkaline diet. Cancer cant grow as easily in an alkaline system. Here's a food list to help you if you decide to check this out.
You are in my thoughts.