Oh Leslie, I am so sorry, I don't know what to say. Please know that I am praying for you. Please try to stay as strong as you can, but when you need a good cry you go ahead and let it out. The power of prayer is an awesome thing...and you have so many prayers going out on your behalf. If it helps you, please keep posting here for love and support, you have so many people thinking of you and praying for you. And, please keep that wonderful, strong and fighting spirit from your first post about this....never forget the fighter that you are!! God Bless!